AvocadoGrenade
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- Apr 14
- Canada
- Deviant for 11 years
- She / Her
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How would I best describe myself... Tiny, cramped, cluttered, confused, contrasting, inconvenient and claustrophobic.
A perfect body is not made, its sculpted through pain and bloodshed.
I am not depressed.
I can still smile at the pretty things.
And laugh when jokes are funny.
I can still talk to people.
And enjoy nice days.
But when I go inside,
There's something broken,
And I fall into a sadness so sweet
that engulfs me
I look in the mirror.
And don't like what I see
and the tears always fall
When I'm falling asleep
And I miss something
that doesn't exists.
I am not depressed
I've just been sad for awhile
but I can still find the light
I can still smile
A perfect body is not made, its sculpted through pain and bloodshed.
I am not depressed.
I can still smile at the pretty things.
And laugh when jokes are funny.
I can still talk to people.
And enjoy nice days.
But when I go inside,
There's something broken,
And I fall into a sadness so sweet
that engulfs me
I look in the mirror.
And don't like what I see
and the tears always fall
When I'm falling asleep
And I miss something
that doesn't exists.
I am not depressed
I've just been sad for awhile
but I can still find the light
I can still smile
...
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I don't know why people bother with me.
I'm not worth their care.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know who I am.
I don't feel emotions,
like all the others do.
And I only end up hurting the people I care about.
Please don't care for me, don't love me, don't think of me as human.
I'm not what you see or feel I am.
I'm a monster, a horrible person
And I'll only end up hurting you too.
I don't want to hurt you.
It may seem untrue but you're too good for me.
You're perfect, and monsters aren't allowed to live in such light.
I wish I was better then this.
I wish I wasn't such a pathetic wretch.
I'm so sorry..... I'm so very sorr
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Oh god
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Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck I'm so scared my life is going no where and I'm alll alone what the hell am i going to do theres nothing im stuck fuckkkkkk i cant survive no no no no fuck
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OmgOmgOmg
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words do not describe how much I love this, best shit ever!
http://hominidanimation.net/
Ahh haha love it ;U;
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Hello there!
AAW is holding a summer contest and we need people to donate art/points for the contest, if you would be able to donate please tell me by replying to this comment or note me back.~!
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AAW is holding a summer contest and we need people to donate art/points for the contest, if you would be able to donate please tell me by replying to this comment or note me back.~!
Thank You,
=Deathybearyboo
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